I step inside the garage and I notice that there's a few feathers scattered at my feet. I look to the left and there's a dead, decapitated sparrow lying on its back. PJ is my black cat but he's an inside cat and I don't know how the hell he got a bird.

A deviation I put up got deleted but it wasn't mine and I was just sharing so no hard feelings.

I want to die right now. 2 faculty members from my school challenged my application into the school of education (the program you need to be in to become a teacher). It's not the end of the world, I just need to do better is all. Things are shit at school along with my work so I've been really stressed. A few weeks ago I posted a newsfeed on facebook that I wanted to kill myself as a joke. my mom saw it and she got upset and told me to delete it. The next day we hugged and she held me for a long time and said she was very worried. I rolled my eyes when she wasn't looking. You see it's all part of my morbid sense of humor. Nietzshe commented that thoughts of suicide from time to time is normal because when it really comes down to it, no one has to put up with any of the bullshit life throws at them. It's comforting. Personally, I enjoy life too much. Then the last thing, which I thought would never happen, is that too many ppl would be sad. It would be a prick if I did something like that. Anyway, my friends Britni, Ariel and Sarah would drag me out of Hell, nothingness, Detroit or whereever it is ppl go after they die. So I don't have a choice in my own existence. Never did, lol.

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